February 2012
21 posts
I often feel like I want to think something but I can’t find the language that coincides with the thoughts, so it remains felt, not thought.
One of the worst things about a bed is when it’s empty and you want someone in it. It’s like all the space around your body, all that space that was so normal before, it becomes a vast plain, a prairie land. It becomes longing and the emptiness of the cold sheets press against you.
If you want something to last forever, you treat it differently. You shield it...
California weather.
Morning: HOLY SHIT its freezing.
Afternoon: Who the fuck set the earth on fire.
parents: why did you-
me: because yolo
People tend to spoil romance by trying to make it last forever.
I think most people are just trying to be happy, and that most of their actions—however misguided—are in line with that goal.
Most people just want to feel they belong somewhere, want to be loved, and want to feel they’re important to someone. If you really examine all the wrongheaded and messed-up things they do, they can most often be traced back to that basic desire. The abusers,...
You realize that trying to keep your distance from me will not lessen my...
– John Green
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Me: hello is anyone there
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Murderer: lmfao u caught me I'll be out in a sec lmao
Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It...
– 1 Corinthians 13:4-7
If you gave someone your heart and they died, did they take it with them? Did you spend the rest of forever with a hole inside you that couldn’t be filled?
January 2012
30 posts
Risks. That’s living. Being too scared to even try it—that’s just a waste. I can say i’ve made a lot of mistakes, but I don’t regret things. Because at least I didn’t spend a life standing outside, wondering what living would be like.
You can’t quantify love, and if you try, you can wind up focusing on misleading factors. Stuff that really has more to do with personality—the fact that some people are simply more expressive or emotional or needy in a relationship. But beyond such smokescreens, the answer is there. Love is seldom—almost never—an even proposition. Someone always loves more.
I have this weird self esteem problem where i hate myself yet i still think i’m better than everyone else.
I truly, truly believe everyone has an insanity that they only show to a certain extent.
I mean, I know everyone thinks of doing something extreme to the point where it disturbs them as to why they even thought of it in the first place. I guess we’re just scared of admitting that we too, can be complete psychos. Monsters.
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In class: 1+1=2
Exercises: 1+2+1=4
Test: John buys 4 oranges. He eats one and gives another to Ted. Calculate the sun's mass.
And though I’m sentimental, and I won’t forget who came. Its never about who...
– Dilly
I was drawn to all the wrong things: I liked to drink, I was lazy, I...
– Charles Bukowski
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Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I’m not sure...
– Albert Einstein
This was what love meant after all: sacrifice and selflessness. It did not mean hearts and flowers and a happy ending, but the knowledge that another’s well-being is more important than one’s own.
It had flaws, but what does that matter when it comes to matters of the heart?...
– The Wise Man’s Fear by Patrick Rothfuss
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I want a classy night.
I want to dress up extremely classy with a bunch of my friends and go out to a nice restaurant and act like we are one of those rich kids that do this on a daily basis. I want to pretent to be someone I’m not by spoiling myself with nice clothing and a nice night out. All sophisticated and a class act.
The love we make.
There is some beauty that should not be replaced; The soft, porcelain skin as the fingertips glide upon it, the tingle of a spine as a hand dips high to low, the slight whisper into the ear. Hold me, closer, tighter. Each syllable was audible demand of what I wanted from you. Give into me, not just for these few hours, but forever. Give into me, and only me. I couldn’t say that to your naive...
Don’t settle down and sit in one place. Move around, be nomadic, make each day a new horizon. You are still going to live a long time, and it would be a shame if you did not take the opportunity to revolutionize your life and move into an entirely new realm of experience.
Loneliness is black coffee and late-night television; solitude is herb tea and...
– Pearl Cleage
my socially awkward life
person: hey
me: good thanks
I love how free and limitless I feel around you. I love how comfortable we are with each other. I love how we tease each other all the time. I love how we always talk things out before the arguments get any worse. I love how you always reassure me. I love watching Charger games with you. I love laying around in bed all day with you. I love being around your family and enjoying their company. I...